Interesting! Very Interesting...

Calling All K-POP Fans to the K-POP Party of the Year!

WHEN:

22thOctober 2010 (Saturday)

3.00pm

WHERE:

Bentley Music Auditorium

Wisma Bentley Music,

3 Jalan PJU 7/2,

47810 Petaling Jaya,

Selangor Darul Ehsan.

WHAT:

ONE HD, Asia’s leading channel in Korean entertainment will host the InKiONE K-POP Party for Malaysian K-POP fans. There will be a contest giveaway and the winner may stand a chance to win a trip for two to South Korea to watch the SBS Music Festival 2011.

WHY:

ONE HD is very appreciative of Malaysian K-POP fans’ support, the main reason that makes ONE HD the top rated HD channel since 1 January 2011. The popularity of ONE HD and loyalty of its audiences have enabled the channel to achieve such ratings. Therefore, InkiONE K-POP Party is an opportunity for ONE HD to gather and reward K-POP fans with exciting prizes.

HOW:

Each participant must log on to www.onetvasia.com to submit his/her details and complete the sentence, “I Love ONE HD because…” All entries must be within the contest period to be eligible.

The contest begins on 5 September 2011 at 6:00am Malaysia time and ends on 25 September 2011 at 11:59pm Malaysia time.

Winner Selection:

The top 100 answers will receive 3 entry passes each to the InkiONE K-POP Party.

The top eight contestants with the most creative answer will be battle against each other in a stage game at the InkiONE K-POP Party.

Prizes:

Grand Prize : A trip for two to Korea to watch the 2011 SBS Gayo Daejun LIVE (SBS Music Festival)

2nd Prize: Sony T110 Camera

Consolation Prizes (x 6): Goodie Bag worth RM200.00

ONE HD reserves the right to replace the Grand Prize and/or other prizes with another of a similar value

Media Contact:

ROOTS Asia Pacific (Agency Contact)

Kevin Tan

Email: kevin.tan@rootsasia.com

Tel: 03 7494 0292

Oh my effing god....

God bless Wayne Rooney...God Bless Manchester United..Glory Glory and Let's Get The Season Underway!! FUCK THEM BLUES!!

ooOOO ooOO ooOOo!

You know what? I just figured out something for myself... In order to move forward full speed ahead, you have to gauge yourself. Gauge everything about yourself. Gauge the HELL out of yourself! Gauge your abilities, gauge your responsibilities, gauge your happiness, gauge your opinions, GAUGE EVERYTHING!! most importantly, gauge them accurately. It gives you a clearer view of what you're working with. Get it in order and then run with it.. You'll see how things fall in to place much easier. It usually doesn't take long to realize you don't belong somewhere. Do what is written up there and you'll know what I mean =) Much love

Not really illumination; more like a flicker of a half watt lightbulb

When things around you are chaotic and you feel it's everyone else's fault. Stop...take a step back and look inward. 9 times out of 10, it's you. Most people reading this and are angry with the way the world around them is are going to assume that they're going through the 1 out of 10 instance. Sad ... sad .. but that's life =) SMILE!

oh no...

C-a-n-n-o-t t-y-p-e t-o-o m-u-c-h ... m-u-r-t-a-b-a-k f-r-o-m l-a-s-t n-i-g-h-t h-a-s r-e-a-r-e-d i-t-s u-g-l-y h-e-a-d.... T-h-e t-u-r-t-l-e i-s o-n t-h-e w-a-y o-u-t! N-o e-n-e-r-g-y t-o r-u-n ... T-O-I-L-E-T

What to do..what to do?

A hummingbird just flits past and calls me a bastard...at least it sounded like that. Am I high...no!

Although things are so much better now, I still got a lot of things to figure out. Not so trivial as putting my pants on the right way and not even as essential as whether my car has the wheels bolted on tightly. It's more like the things that tend to set me off. I have to make sure that I don't allow myself to wander into those situations. But if let's say I HAPPEN to wander into them, I have to make sure to not let myself get reeled in. Grrr!! The problem is that i'm like this big spiky prawn and when I see that juicy worm there, I scoot across the sand jumping towards it. I can't help it!! It's in my genetic lineage!! (along with the SMALLLL problems of diabetes and high blood pressure..jujube). I've always liked a good argument and I do get excited when I argue. But I will say this though, if you can argue back with me and both of us can keep our emotions out of it and I lose, it's COOL! But I would really appreciate it even more if you can teach me something new. I want to learn new things. I want to do away with the ideology that we're old enough to know what's right...truth is, we're still as clueless as ever. I want to keep thinking of myself as a clean slate.

If you think of yourself as a full sponge, the moisture weighs you down to the point of fatigue. After a while, you'll start ignoring anything that tries to get in. But the best part is, that it's all figurative!! It's not real!! It's just us thinking!! The mind is that awesome, we can even psycho ourselves, we can convince ourselves that our lies are the gospel truth. Now think of yourself as a new sponge..A new dry sponge...just touch one miniscule, edge into a bucket of water and you'll see it get full in seconds. And just like the sponge dries up after awhile, we too have to process the information and store it for the future.

Before I go =), One day about 3 years ago, I got into this discussion with a group of my friends. One of them was arguing that you don't need to learn anything unless you need too. I agreed actually. He made sense. But I added that if you do just take that split second when someone mentions something that you don't know about (e.g, did you know that a group of cats is a clouder of cats? or a pride of lions [tbbt]), it would come in useful in the future. OH how he argued and he actually ended it with a very emotional, "I'll learn whatever the fuck I wanna learn la (earlier in the discussion, we had asked him what the capital of Spain was) Who the fuck gives a shit about Spain! I live in Malaysia, I couldn't give a fuck la". So I let go. 2 weeks ago in one of those amazing moments where you just get a momentary flash of approval that you're currently on the right track. We did not plan any of it but it just unfurled for the best. I feel that it 'happened' to teach him a lesson, but me being the biggest cheese on earth am even making this about me =). We were sitting at the exact same table and the said 'emotional friend' who thought that the knowledge he had was enough for the rest of his life) had brought an older client of his boss. Needless to say, the impression he was trying to convey was one of capability and confidence. All the rest of us were present at the same table and we were staring at the football match on the screen. The table on the top left of the screen said REAL 2 - PANA 0. All in a moment that passed in a flurry blur, the "client" suddenly taken up with the goal Mr Raul had just scored asked, "Heeey, which team is that? All I know is that they're from the capital of Spain" and then he proceeds to stare awkwardly at my friend who before this was trying to impress "ze client' by pretending to be well versed in football as well as the true inner and minute workings of the whole wide world.

Although the rest of us had the ticklish urge to burst out laughing not because we like seeing our friends go down in a blaze of black flames but because friends don't do that. He knew that we ... nay the universe had proven to him that education is abundant and the best way to trek through this unpaved jungle path is by picking up any pieces of the huge puzzle that you see on the way. You never know when they could come in handy and it would be dumb to assume otherwise. Long live knowledge!! And it was Real Madrid (we whispered to him while the client was ordering a drink)....Amazing the universe is...amazing, just don't fuck with it =)

Crunch Time

A young lady once told me that in order to succeed in life, I have to put my nose to the grindstone and just keep pushing forward. I started to think about it. And suddenly I realized something. Wouldn't that liken me to a freaking race horse with blinkers attached to the sides of my head? If I were to do that and ignore everyone else as they pave their way through this rotten chance we've gotten on this unforgivable planet, I would eventually be happier, but lonelier. HOWEVER, if I were to remove the blinkers and trot over the track to everyone's lane while they were trying to do what I had previously been trying to do (nose to grindstone and etc), wouldn't I be interfering? OR maybe what I am suggesting to myself is that I should saunter up to the stands where the audience is sitting and start chatting up the front row.

All I know is this. Don't think that you know the answers. No one should think that they know the answer. Life is this never ending journey. Why I say never ending? When it does end, who the heck are we to know that it's ended? Maybe there's a journey beyond...maybe there isn't..maybe you disintegrate into the earth, maybe you become ashes and add to the disastrous carbon cycles which eventually will affect the planet. What I am saying is, we should spend time looking for an answer when a question is posed, not immediately come up with an assumption which does not include factors that clearly would alter the findings. Instead, people prefer to stamp their presence with a seemingly full and sensible statement which in essence is absolute HOLLOW.

I am all for meaningless gestures having done them all my life. I don't like doing them. But, in this world, you might find it fake. But the truth is, it helps in so many ways. It softens the blow, it pads an awkward moment. It saves a person from embarrassment. It's such a versatile tool this "meaningless gesture" thinggy. Being nice to a person although your opinion of them has been tainted repeatedly. Assuming that people around you are all fine just because they haven't said anything to you. Ignoring obvious signs of uncomfortableness in a friend because a few times before, noticing those signs have led to a negative answer and a momentary fall of face... You know what? I'd rather be embarrassed for that 5 minutes then to ignore those signs. If I do recognize those signs accurately, It would probably lead to a deeper conversation which in turn would solve many problems. As we all know, when something weighs you down, your shoulders hurt....wait.....no...when something weighs you down figuratively, all you need to do is to talk about it. It might not solve the issue..it might not remove it from your memory...it might not be a perfect topic of conversation such as shoes, places to eat, what to wear and the philosophy of the world as we, the infants (a softer blow for the stupidest people currently on earth) of the world often indulge in. So what if it means lowering the mood for awhile.

A friend would say something. A few people have tried to tell me to stop it. Just because someone has done something wrong or is doing something wrong, I should stay out of it.. Why should you do something about it? It's not your problem...I ask you again...When my friend is doing something wrong? I should let him/her? Biggest bunch of balderash I've ever heard. I might have agreed previously because of the way the question was poised, but after much thought, that's just who I am. I am sorry if I come off as nosy, condescending and all in all an arrogant son of a bitch. But if I feel that my saying something will in some way make you a better person, I will say something. It's already too late for me, I am egoistic bull-figured, elephant stomached, panda faced middle aged college student that is more likely to die by talking himself to death. It's too bad that no one has said anything to me, otherwise I might not be going through this emotional faulty roller coaster that I have fallen off of right before it hit the downhill slope and I am hanging on to the rails with one hand.

I am me..I have lost people before..It sucks but it doesn't leave a scar..leave if you don't like it.

It is crunch time and way overdue it is too.... I have to decide and it looks like I just did.

Neutrality

Aiyaiyai...everytime I blog it's about some problem i'm facing or other..getting sick of it la..plus my dearest readers will probably think of switching to Archie comics. However, sorry to disappoint la...Nothing's changed..but the nature of my problem has changed slightly..usually right it's something damn psychological..Usually it's not even a problem until i've taken it, processed it, found factors from all parts of the world, throw them into this big bowl and stir until i've got enough drama.. but today, it's really simple. I am out of cash.

Just for clarification purposes...my darling friends... PLEASE don't misunderstand me when I say that I don't wanna come out. I know it's just for a drink..but me being the light smoker that I am will end up buying box after box and that's actually the main purpose of me not coming out.. I really miss you guys and wish that I could go clubbing, play poker, go yum char all the way in sri petaling, kota kemuning, klang and puchong, but right now...even Bacon™ is giving me problems..I really don't know how to settle it. I'm depressed for no concrete reason but I want to get over it la. I know if I don't hold on to my friends, they will just slip away..The sad fact remains...they can survive without me...but I can't survive without them. Never for one second think that I would rather go sit down in ENS then come out with you guys...I know that in ENS i will sit for awhile and then force myself to go home..I've never been this broke before...Somehow or other...i've always had cash before this. Something like only happened once back in Semester 1 of diploma and only Dice knew about it.

Heh Just now Jo~ sent me a hug on FB (hehehe traitor) i sent you back a panda huggy =P. thanks wei..it put a smile on my face. I'm sorry that I couldn't hug you guys in real life as often as I used to.

Let me get my act together..let me get stable again..let my thigh heal a little..let me finish bitching here without judgement and last but not least.. let me get my life in order, hopefully after that, I can once again be the best friend I can possibly be to you guys..you know who you are.

P.S To my dearest September Babies... I never put up a post about their birthdays =) My fave Cheryls in the whole wide world. HAPPY 21st HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! My My, you're getting old *cough*. I love you two loads! I hope you had great parties, I know I had fun. Before parting, just one last message, even when you hate my guts and try to lose me as a friend, you couldn't =) I hope to always be there when you need me yeah! Go nuts trying to get rid of me..i'm quite rubbery...I'll always bounce back. MWAAH CHERYLS!!

Fletcher scored 2 bitches...

Dissolving Essence

Did you have a like which now turned into a dislike..What you once did freely...what you once said openly..what you once saw clearly all have blocks. There seem to be intereferences wherever you may go. I always thought that one thing that people could not take away from me was my opinion. But apparently, even that has changed...not because people have become more fucked which is where you probably thought this was going. But what I actually wanted to say is that..I really don't think that my opinion is the solid, concrete and trustable object that i once thought it too be.

There was a time where I could make a decision as to how to move forward. Unfortunately for me, that time seems to be questioned time and time again. The worst part about this is; i'm the one questioning it. I want to be better..I want to take the correct steps forward..But how? Am I really not as competent as I thought I was? Or was my view of myself simply THE most arrogant a man can be. I don't want to give advice. I don't want to steer my friends wrong. I don't trust myself enough to allow them to put their problems on my lap.

There is so much that I really want to type..but i think i'm going to have to accept the fact that whatever said and done..this IS a blog..not a diary I keep under lock and key under my bed (not that I do la..) Yesterday, I met a guy in ENS(a mamak near my house)...in the afternoon...who just graduated....who is my age...and who just decided to get a part-time job as opposed to a full-time one. I don't know la..there's just too many coincedences for me here. The reason being..i'm usually sleeping in the afternoon, and this guy is everything that I see myself being on a bad day. I realised something. I found myself giving him advice freely because I could see so much of myself in him. And the best part, was I also realised that since I wasn't that close with him, I didn't mind giving him the advice regardless if it was good or bad. But for my friends, I would think twice incase my advice was actually bad. I don't know what i'm actually trying to say but one thing I learnt from House MD.....When you have a personal connection with someone...it blinds certain views..it clouds your judgement and leaves you second-guessing yourself...


Maybe...it's time to stop it....